usher iz the bomb! ;)
caffeinated and ready to prowl the streets of melby.
hah. riiiight! yesterday was awesome. hung out with the lil ones - jeanie and kalz. juz the way i like my day to be spent. all chillin and relaxin. prowling the city of melby with the peepz i lurve...
oh Oh horrors. i bought a jacket and a cap. >> now im gona complain i'm broke. hah! story of my life. sighz*
went to CROWN with kal. met lynne, qis and ja - led them to the "normal pick up spot". abang picked us up and we went to jam fact. liu finished sch and met us there. ate at 'fasta pasta'. man. think i'm putting on weight majorly.
diet. (uh WHAT?!)
ok. so we walked along chapel st.. missed that street. my hang-out last yr. love sth yarra. lozadza good memories. dont worry ling. i'm not gona be all sad and mope-ish. today is the 2nd day of the rest of my happy life.
THE POWER OF CHOICE
DELIRIOUSLY happy DEJA VU didnt hit me with a wham bam - it aint affecting my ability to be happy no more! YESSSSssss ... I'M over it. ok. maybe to a certain extend, a part of me is still gona be stuck here. but hey! part of me is still stuck with ahmad. but that's the way love goes right? u give some, u lose some. its a cyclical process. no regrets. whats passed is past* things happened for a reason. every step is a blessing in disguise.
to crown afterwards (again). sat at "my ballroom" with kal and jean.
bitter sweet memories.
avoided that place like a disease last sem. i know why. u'll know why.
GUILTy as CHARGED.
once upon a time, a long while ago, a lil kinnie spent hours echoing her inner thoughts onto the blank spaces between the lines of her diaries. on foolscap. composing 20 pages of letters to ahmad. fairies and cupid live there. glitters and magic shone that ballroom. MY BALLROOM. i saw princesses and princes live and die for LOVE there - in my demented head anyways.
yesh. sad. that none of my self-made pacts are ever gona come true. he's not going to come here. not going to take my first boat ride down the yarra. i gota revise my pacts.
b-zzare. non-saddened*. ir-horrified* by the thought that none of my dreams juz made less than 5 yrs ago are gona come thru.
evolved.
big cheers! im back. the prince and princess in my story lived happily ever after. for now, im happy the way things are. i'm happy making up stories. reality may bite. but as long as i've got this. i look around and i see this. this* will see me through life.
high-5! the idealist in me has been revived. foolish but thats me.
oOH.. we watched TROY again! BP is sizzling hottttt..... eric bana is soooo broodingly cute. i filed for divorce with bloom last night - spineless biAtch!
took the cab home. "blue crush" watched jeanie and i sleep.
yepz. thatz yesterday.
