saturday - had every intention to get all my journals from the library, 'camp' out at building B's comp labs and type away my analysis. 20 JOURNALS! .... RDA - bio - developmental - and now this. never the mind, nothing's going to deter me from my ambition to be a shrink. my good will [to find 20 Js] was accomplished. but decided that it was too cold to camp out in the lib and that it was better if i went home. the idea of a hot bathe with milk honey foam and norah jones completing the ambience was completely tarnished- detroyed (!!!) when my key didnt work in the front lock! i was LOCKED OUT OF MY OWN HOUSE! duh!? how stupid of me - didnt unlock the inner security lock which can only be unlocked from inside. abang was at work and the only way in was via the garage door. i didnt have the remote to the complex's gates, nor did i have remote into the garage shutters OR the garage door. BUMMER. and of all days, yesterday HAD TO be the day i wanted to brave the cold in JUST a light jacket. ridiculous if i were to sit at the front porch for 3 hrs - whilst waiting for abang. so, i decided to use the time to meet him halfway at raz's place. raz just woke up. candy and sham met us there. abit of a slight misunderstanding and confusion with the [original] "sleep over" plans. but never the matter. got abang to pick jean up and we were on the way to having a fab slumber party. aha... raz came but went out with abang later. i cooked nasi goreng [jean as the assistant]. YUM* --> according to raz and 'adik'.

watched "youve got mail" and ended up having it "watch us" while we were well in slumber land. woke up when abang came back at 1plus (ithink). jean and i moved upstairs to my room where we both couldnt sleep and ended up talkin about anything and everything till 6am! hahaha... wanted to wake up for "vidhits". i wanted to catch eamon's "dont want you back" vid. his song rocks!

so yeah... that was yesterday. man. im so bummed out with the critical analysis. "effects of marital breakdown on children" - thats my topic. i might just end up as a family counsellor in the family courts. kewwwwl... hehehe....

ok... enough procastination - gotta get back to work. abang and jean watching "underworld" downstairs. [we're] going to northland mall later to get a clothesline. when the bill comes for the electricity - we're going to die [ seeing how much we're so dependant on the dryer].

im doing it AGAIN - procastinating.

ambience supported by --> "stay": Lisa Loeb