ANOTHER DAY FACING MYSELF AND THE THINGS I'VE DONE.

 
+ 11:39AM - came back from wdl north plaza an hour ago. ma woke me up early yet again. spams are killing me. deco-ed my photo album. took heapz of pictures this semester - as i realised earlier. it's rainning now and ma juz asked me to take in the laundry and close all windows. i have a dinner date with thomas and his girl later in the evening. can't wait cant wait! i mish that best friend of mine.
 

ALL iT TAKES iS THE MiSTAKE TO EAT YOUR WORDS...

 
+ spent the entire morn figuring out how to put up the pictures. so i finally did. blogger changed its system. damn. but whoah. i feel smart. mind you, im not the more intelligent person when it comes to computers, html and urls. im going back to ozy land in a week's time. less in fact. on monday. torn between looking forward to melby and dreading leaving the norm of life living in sgp. heck. i miss "the crew". not so looking forward to the double work load that is entailed in being a last sem student.
 

so tell me. do u see me? see yourself and your foolish games.

me and my broken self.

 
+sheesh* never thought this day will come. i mean.. hmm.. not today. but this semester; this pt of my life. it's strange. almost like time's been fast-forwarded for the old kin to look at how and what she'll be - what her choices will lead her to. and yet, there's no way for me to be relieved from my impertinence and its repurcussions. nor to re-live grandeur moments. i've always wondered if my dreams and ambitions, my desire to never be second best, will be just that...
 

... DREAMS DREAMT. ..

 

this is me fighting off my fears

the rain keeps falling on my head 

rain of laughs and of silent tears

painful moments of promises said

i have a dream. that when i die.

and he shall cut me into tiny pieces

then throw me up to the midnight stars

where i'll lie,

to twinkle till the sunlight stirs.