but what if there arent any options?
+ 11:55PM - hah! i might not be going back to dwnunder after all. wasted. i saw this couple walking all cuddly on the mrt and wondered when and how they're going to break up. woOO* im sucha pessimist it hurts me bad. simple plan aye? "nothing lasts forever". true that. i may not be going back after all. honestly, i really cant wait for all to be over. yet, this soon? ending so soon? "nothing lasts forever" - true that to ALL in life. so how? how how how?
+ i juz came back from the SAJC concert. t'was good. like way good. sigh* wish i was a dancer. enthralled by it all. hahaha... took the wrong train! went to jurong east. yeah yeah. if only i was blonde aye? ok. im too tired to type an entry. oh oh! sentosa this sunday! weeeEEE* oH! and dee's back. yeahhhh! she bought me goodies! oOh! i lurrrrrveEE pressies. hehehe =)
:: ika wrote this ::
A Friend is somone who knows
The song in your heart and can
Sing it back to you
When you have forgotten the words...
* visions of you... then you're gone...
+ i feel hmm kinda emo. maybe its the song that's playing now. hehe. "turn back the hands of time" - r. kelly. last night's episode of 'dia' was so sad. yeah. i know, im kinda becoming a malay show buff. strange... so, i went to bed early. annoying an already sleeping ika and the next thing i knew, the room was dark and cold [from the aircon]. ika and i slept with ma the past two nights. i failed to mention - papa's in sabah for a conference of some sort. he'll be back tonight.
+ i must've been more exhausted than i thought. even after subuh, i fell back asleep and only to wake up at 8am. ma was gone. i dont know where she went. it's gona rain. i hope she wont be caught in it. im home alone and bored. perhaps watch a vcd... i've changed to a groovy-er song. "superstar" - woOOoo - "....i dont know what it is. that's made me feel like this. i dont know who u are. but u must be some kinda superstar. coz u got all eyes on u no matter where you are..."
+ saw this on Friendster but was juz too lazy to cut and paste or "hang" arnd in cyber world last night. too tired. so this morning, i kinda err.. cut and pasted from ahmad's bloggie.
Flashback... S E C O N D A R Y S C H O O L
Your Secondary School: Woodlands Secondary School
1. nickname in high school? NONE. 'kin' i guess. oOh! someone in english class came up with "hazlan's daughter". i thot that was hilarious!
2. sport you were into? i had a phobia against balls! its so funny. i'll be thinking "ok now someone's gona throw the ball at my head" and next thing i know, SMACK! haha. it happened only once. but u know what they say: once bitten. twice shy. altho.. i did enter the interclass netball in sec 4. oOh! i love canoeing though...
3. had a gang of frens? yeah. usual members inc thomas, mas and dee. diff times, diff gangs. haha. early morning, will inc girls like en, fiza, nurul, sue, sophia, bao hui, jane, anna, fizah.. then, extended "families" like the 7 chinese girls. HAHA. we kinda juz sit togther. kecohness.
4. best subject? English and History. i love english class! haha.
Turn Back The Hands Of Time
+ saw this on Friendster but was juz too lazy to cut and paste or "hang" arnd in cyber world last night. too tired. so this morning, i kinda err.. cut and pasted from ahmad's bloggie.
Flashback... S E C O N D A R Y S C H O O L
Your Secondary School: Woodlands Secondary School
1. nickname in high school? NONE. 'kin' i guess. oOh! someone in english class came up with "hazlan's daughter". i thot that was hilarious!
2. sport you were into? i had a phobia against balls! its so funny. i'll be thinking "ok now someone's gona throw the ball at my head" and next thing i know, SMACK! haha. it happened only once. but u know what they say: once bitten. twice shy. altho.. i did enter the interclass netball in sec 4. oOh! i love canoeing though...
3. had a gang of frens? yeah. usual members inc thomas, mas and dee. diff times, diff gangs. haha. early morning, will inc girls like en, fiza, nurul, sue, sophia, bao hui, jane, anna, fizah.. then, extended "families" like the 7 chinese girls. HAHA. we kinda juz sit togther. kecohness.
4. best subject? English and History. i love english class! haha.
5. worst subject? A-maths. i used to actually love maths but ADDITIONAL maths single handedly made me loathe maths afterwards. oh plus, a-maths classes were after school hours. had to stay back after sch juz coz of it. bleurgh*
6. a teacher/s you owe life lessons to?
MDM LOUIS - i think we were pretty much terrors in the beginning of sec 3. [they had a conference about us!]. still remember how we hated her for making us stay back after school and made us do and re-do the same qns until we'd ans them all perfectly!BUT SHE'S AN AWESOME TEACHER! seriuosly.. she is. the best yet. dont know what we'll/ i'll be without her having taught us!
MRS HAZLAN - hehe. i enjoyed her class tremondously. i love linguistics coz of her now. and yeah.. she is sorta like my 'mum' in sch! hehehe..
6. a teacher/s you owe life lessons to?
MDM LOUIS - i think we were pretty much terrors in the beginning of sec 3. [they had a conference about us!]. still remember how we hated her for making us stay back after school and made us do and re-do the same qns until we'd ans them all perfectly!BUT SHE'S AN AWESOME TEACHER! seriuosly.. she is. the best yet. dont know what we'll/ i'll be without her having taught us!
MRS HAZLAN - hehe. i enjoyed her class tremondously. i love linguistics coz of her now. and yeah.. she is sorta like my 'mum' in sch! hehehe..
MR. NG - i know 'the sec sch' kinnie would kick me in my arse for saying this but i really owe him for making me do every single qn in that bloody ten year series. hahaha! else i would have juz ignored maths and flunked it.
MRS. RAJA - V.P. & my neighbour! HAHAHA.. seriuosly, she is. i owe her big time for giving me a high recommendation to trinity college. a personal referee from a VP ..whoah! =)
MDM INTAN - she's my idol! i wanna be like her. hehe.
7. a teacher/s you wanna kick in the ass? L-cube. HAHAHA.. hated her physics class to the max. got caught a few times reading a novel. hahaa... worst - never understood what she taught. yeah.. made me detest physics to the max!
**Describe In One Word**
8. sec 1 year: CONFUSED! shy. quiet. a rebel? was the only malay girl in class. kinda hung out with my NA/NT friends alot (pri sch mates). but ma caught me "hanging out" at the bus stop at almost 8pm! WHOoooO* KENA CAUGHT! hahaha.. from then, had a curfew. have to come back before 7:20pm
9. sec 2 year: NEW! best academic year. had gd competition - cherrie liew. whoah. damn smart. oOh. first time i spoke to guys. haha... sat behind din and beside naz. so kinda had to. hahaha
10. sec 3 year: WACKED! yeah. i think i became psychotic here on... colored hair clips i NEVER got caught for. wacked weird hairstyles! made friends with mrs raja. hahaha. oOH! big deal for me: tucked out my shirt first time! HAHAHA. i became more outgoing this year - canoeing, desaru - more involved in npcc i guess.
11. sec 4 year: REVOLUTIONISED! i kinda became less invisible & grew a voice then. had heapz of friends. haha. oOh! first date! first date! HEHEHE..
12. your best friend/s was/were? mas - my crush/ rship consultant. dee - she who pushed [still does] me to be stronger and more upfront. thomas - my shoulder to cry on. seriously, im indebted to him. my source of laughter and my support pillar in difficult times.
14. your worst friend was? if worst, then, wont be called a "friend" right? haha. nahh.. seriously, i dont think i had any worst friend. all my friends rock!
15. cafeteria food? Niiiiice - love all of em. despite eating the same food over and over for 4 yrs. the nasi padang and me soto. cheap as well ;)
16. most hilarious school rule? banning of selling tissue & sweetz at the school bookshop! LIKE we can't buy from outside. uh duh!?
17. wore uniforms? yeah. sometimes, when i feel loser-ish, i iron & put them on. hahah.. i still fit em! =)
18. how was the prom? NO PROM. only a grad ceremony. the last i saw our class in one place together. =(
19. who was prom king and queen? no prom. no queen. no king.
20. any achievements? funnily, i cant think of any. i s'pose i grew out of my shell in sec sch. my biggest achievement. i talked! HAAHAHAH...
21. were you popular? nopes. i may as well be invisible.
22. best song that reminds you of high school? FRIENDS FOREVER - vitamin C, M2M songs from first album coz i was sooo into them. still am i think. amigos para siempre. oOh.. crazy & born to make you happy - britney. That thing you do - the wonders.
23. unforgettable sec school crush? haha.. sofian amin. i had the biggest crush on him. mas would know the extent of it. hahaha.. aye mas?
24. most embarrassing moment? MR. siNGH made me stand on the chair for an entire period coz he caught din and i talking in class. hrmph*oOH! and tripping on a stupid ladder in front of the marsiling mackers IN FRONT OF sofian. hahaha. damn embarassing.
25. best memory? come to think of it, every single moment was the best. mann.. i wish i cld turn back time and re-live em. hmm...*
26. any regrets? choosing A-maths when everyone INCLUDING MYSELF knew i was better at english than maths! sooo stoOpid. oH.. and some ppl say i shoulda joined drama club instead of npcc. dont think i regret that. npcc was fun.
MRS. RAJA - V.P. & my neighbour! HAHAHA.. seriuosly, she is. i owe her big time for giving me a high recommendation to trinity college. a personal referee from a VP ..whoah! =)
MDM INTAN - she's my idol! i wanna be like her. hehe.
7. a teacher/s you wanna kick in the ass? L-cube. HAHAHA.. hated her physics class to the max. got caught a few times reading a novel. hahaa... worst - never understood what she taught. yeah.. made me detest physics to the max!
**Describe In One Word**
8. sec 1 year: CONFUSED! shy. quiet. a rebel? was the only malay girl in class. kinda hung out with my NA/NT friends alot (pri sch mates). but ma caught me "hanging out" at the bus stop at almost 8pm! WHOoooO* KENA CAUGHT! hahaha.. from then, had a curfew. have to come back before 7:20pm
9. sec 2 year: NEW! best academic year. had gd competition - cherrie liew. whoah. damn smart. oOh. first time i spoke to guys. haha... sat behind din and beside naz. so kinda had to. hahaha
10. sec 3 year: WACKED! yeah. i think i became psychotic here on... colored hair clips i NEVER got caught for. wacked weird hairstyles! made friends with mrs raja. hahaha. oOH! big deal for me: tucked out my shirt first time! HAHAHA. i became more outgoing this year - canoeing, desaru - more involved in npcc i guess.
11. sec 4 year: REVOLUTIONISED! i kinda became less invisible & grew a voice then. had heapz of friends. haha. oOh! first date! first date! HEHEHE..
12. your best friend/s was/were? mas - my crush/ rship consultant. dee - she who pushed [still does] me to be stronger and more upfront. thomas - my shoulder to cry on. seriously, im indebted to him. my source of laughter and my support pillar in difficult times.
14. your worst friend was? if worst, then, wont be called a "friend" right? haha. nahh.. seriously, i dont think i had any worst friend. all my friends rock!
15. cafeteria food? Niiiiice - love all of em. despite eating the same food over and over for 4 yrs. the nasi padang and me soto. cheap as well ;)
16. most hilarious school rule? banning of selling tissue & sweetz at the school bookshop! LIKE we can't buy from outside. uh duh!?
17. wore uniforms? yeah. sometimes, when i feel loser-ish, i iron & put them on. hahah.. i still fit em! =)
18. how was the prom? NO PROM. only a grad ceremony. the last i saw our class in one place together. =(
19. who was prom king and queen? no prom. no queen. no king.
20. any achievements? funnily, i cant think of any. i s'pose i grew out of my shell in sec sch. my biggest achievement. i talked! HAAHAHAH...
21. were you popular? nopes. i may as well be invisible.
22. best song that reminds you of high school? FRIENDS FOREVER - vitamin C, M2M songs from first album coz i was sooo into them. still am i think. amigos para siempre. oOh.. crazy & born to make you happy - britney. That thing you do - the wonders.
23. unforgettable sec school crush? haha.. sofian amin. i had the biggest crush on him. mas would know the extent of it. hahaha.. aye mas?
24. most embarrassing moment? MR. siNGH made me stand on the chair for an entire period coz he caught din and i talking in class. hrmph*oOH! and tripping on a stupid ladder in front of the marsiling mackers IN FRONT OF sofian. hahaha. damn embarassing.
25. best memory? come to think of it, every single moment was the best. mann.. i wish i cld turn back time and re-live em. hmm...*
26. any regrets? choosing A-maths when everyone INCLUDING MYSELF knew i was better at english than maths! sooo stoOpid. oH.. and some ppl say i shoulda joined drama club instead of npcc. dont think i regret that. npcc was fun.
