if i could tell the world just one thing it'll be one thing; that we're all ok.
not to worry coz worry is useless and wasteless in times like these.
"... she sees her life through a window and so she reached for her hand. "be warned!" she screams to an unlistening her. suffocated, aimless, she grapples to clutch what left of her broken heart. the pieces of her crumbles and she sees her on her knees. she's empty she thinks. she's wounded she sees. to those of whom hurt-ed her and of those who will hurt-ed her. she apologise and begs for mercy. in moments as such, she reveals the true her, to stamp on those castles she's built on colourful air. of idle times of despair she seeks refuge in these castles, play in those clouds high above intricacies of this tedium world. she finds herself at the end of all mothers of rainbows, embedded in white and showered in gold. only to awake to .... this* "
"... she sees her life through a window and so she reached for her hand. "be warned!" she screams to an unlistening her. suffocated, aimless, she grapples to clutch what left of her broken heart. the pieces of her crumbles and she sees her on her knees. she's empty she thinks. she's wounded she sees. to those of whom hurt-ed her and of those who will hurt-ed her. she apologise and begs for mercy. in moments as such, she reveals the true her, to stamp on those castles she's built on colourful air. of idle times of despair she seeks refuge in these castles, play in those clouds high above intricacies of this tedium world. she finds herself at the end of all mothers of rainbows, embedded in white and showered in gold. only to awake to .... this* "
+ today: cwp with ma and nyai. bought bankdraft for my fees. if only they know what ma had to go through to get what we got for it to go into their filthy hands. bleurgh* politics of kin (no. not i). im possibly not making sense. heck. i dont wanna make sense. perhaps it ain't so wise to not make sense of things that's already not making sense. or maybe? tis' the best option? - delude my vision with the possibilities?
LIGHT TO DARKNESS MOST FEARED
+ nyai came over to our place. bumped into yasser outside ocbc. he looks different - didnt recognise him at first. i dont have much to update. im feelin quite the 'annoyed'. haha. pms.
