"R elationships of all kinds are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilt. A relationship is like that. Held loosely with respect and freedom for the other person. It is likely to remain intact. But hold on too tightly, too posessively and the relationship slips away and is lost..." -Jean-Liu CHICKEN SOUP
its the only thing that there's just too little of...no not just for some. but for everyone...
+ 9:23AM - "someone's awake upstairs. this house; the silence as loud as is its defeaning. alas, superstar blasts and i hear nothing"... went to JB a whole day of yesterday. woke up with ma nagging (what's new) about my messy room. ah.. the joy of being home. HAHAHAHAH. so yupz. woke up reluctantly, got ready and waited for ma to pick me up (pa and ma sent ika to school for brownies). we picked nyai along the way.
+ GIANT - if i hadnt gone to ozyland and remained in singapore, i would hate that place a thousand more times than i do now. HAH. nahh.. kidding. GIANT's got awesome food. the hotplate chicken mushroom and the sambal! yumzzzzz* craved that the entire last semester! haha. the only thing i hate about that place is when ma AND nyai (the worst combi possible) are set loose in there. man! detergent and bread becomes a trolley-load of 'other-things-not-on-the-list'. but i s'pose all's good. after all, the food - they are all for us to eat! hahaha. im afraid to think of the future - of the high possibility that i could be like them one day! bleurgh*
LEISURE FARM::
+ we spent the entire noon at LF. watched vcds with ika and fell asleep. i think i have a sleeping disorder. shitterz* well.. anywhooozz.. juz a typical normal saturday afternoon spent in JB. after sholat-ing, read an entire novel. Ma thinks im a freak but hey. whats new?! so we reached home juz after midnight. wasnt really sleepy coz i slept all the way home. not at the start though coz i was enthralled by the stars in the sky. man! why can't singapore have clear skies like that? anywayz, kal was using the comp and i couldnt be bothered with fixing up a vcd and watching it alone. so, i read yet another novel and slept.
+ today: today, the impossible (almost anywayz) is going to happen! never thought this day will come! haha. nahh.. im being the melodramatic-kin as usual. the impossible: all (some) of us, primary schoolmates are gona meet up. exciting stuff! =) i must admit, im sorta nervous. i mean, back then, i was reallllly shyyyy.. not saying im not shyyyy now too. juz hmm.. i've never been good at ice breaking. but once im all warmed up.. wooOO*weeEEE* i get all psychotic! hahahahaha... funny thing, in ozy i never hesitate to talk to a total stranger. hmzzz.. worth a study. so yup-d-yup.
+ now - such contrast. haha. at the start of this entry, i was listening to some "this-world-needs-more-love" song [dont know the tittle]. haha. and now?? wooOO* "forget-that-thing-called-love-its-a-waste-of-time" song.
streamin' the waves ::
EVERY NOW AND THEN. WHEN IM ALL ALONE. I'D BE WISHING YOU WOULD CALL ME ON THE TELEPHONE. SAY YOU WANT ME BACK. BUT U NEVER DO. I FEEL LIKE SUCHA FOOL. THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO. IM SUCHA FOOL FOR YOU. - stuck*
