Tuesday, September 07, 2004

always walking to something. someone. somewhere.

satisfied w' what i'd accomplished [thus far], i finally submitted to the will of my closing eyes and went to bed at 3-4-ish. danie spent the night at our place because its closer to get to the city fm here; he has some student-voice conference. gotta admit, i miss him, kinda. but of course!! like e'ry other rships, time/ place/ us/ circumstances, built walls b/n our used-to-be-impossibly-close-cousin-ship [???] abg loaned him an alarm clock radio. n' it woke me up blardy 6:30am!!! n' of course being a pest-ish-younger-bro [actually, cousin], he HAD to put the alarm clock just by my mattress. so NOT happening and i slammed my palm on it, dragged my tired self fm under the covers into the freezing air n' shook him to make sure he woke up [he had to go at 7:30am].

i decided to set out with him since he didnt know the way to the bell stn, plus, i cldnt sleep; altho tired [must be the caffeine]. n' i'd decided tt i needed to get to uni early to do my analysis and what nots anyways. he had 1/2hr to spare n' i wasnt particularly in a hurry so we had breaky [sushi] at melby central and chit-chatted bout mudane things in our lives. old stories. new ones. felt like things havent changed between us. yeah, im still his childish-big-sista, adamant in embarassing him publically w' my psychotic antics n' incessantly teasing him about the most ridiculous mudane things in life. "do u have a gf? u do dont u? who is she? where is she from?" - despite his indignant NOs! hahahahahaha. i forgot how much i enjoy busting his bubble of the "im-too-cool-to-talk-to-you" act. =) im evil hoho*

so here i am in the school library @ an early 8:45am; my ears stuffed with ash's cd blarring so loud the lyrics are blurred; almost incoherent. almost noise. ALMOST. all-in-the-name-of-psychology:: another week like this one and i'd make uni my official 2nd home. wait! preston is my 2nd home, woodlands being my first. so uni just has to be 3rd. im heaving incoherent thoughts. its wayyy too early for massive thinking. sigh* its luff-a-ble in a ridiculously insanely impossible way, how much time i am spending on campus. i s'pose, i just HAVE to get back to my report. it kinda hit me about 2 secs ago tt its due tmr and i have yet to do my spss analysis. someone kidnap me pls? im tired and sleepy and lethargic and.. "mummy can i stay in bed today?" =/p i'll prolly blog again later seeing i'll be in uni the entire day. i finish at 8pm tonight. sigh* toodles.