by asking for the impossible, obtain the best possible

the one good thing about my laptop is that its slow. much much too slow for my patience. HENCE, minimal bloggin. minimal surfing. minimal ... meandering. more work done. ironically.

my plan to wake up at 4am to contd w' work backfired n' i ended up waking up at 7 anyways. [i really need to work at stickin with my strategem]. may as well get to school right? bumped into ming at flinders n' we went to uni together.

i did some blog hopping. my feelings are mirrored in almost all heartbrokens. im normal. ironically, i dont wanna be normal. i think i shall resolute to be happy - not many ppl are happy. so i can be a one in a million. =)

sounds like a plan aye? newsflash: children as young as 5 yrs old [alrd] hv trouble finding anything to like about their body. some saying they are too fat! (101.1fm: 10am news) . dreamt of ps last nite. it felt scarily real. uncertainty was deja vu-ish. the rebel-in-kins revived brought about guilt. it is reinstated tt i dont wanna ever go there again. my conscience juz wont be able to deal with it. =/

gotta do my essay. its due tmr. i have one due next mons, another on weds and another on fris. NEXT next mons, first exam. .. i am panicky. but not. i think? - inthestoryofmyheart-