hold on for one more day. so u break free from the chains.
hold on for one more day.
if u dont already know. i like sunny days! haha! =) its 30 degrees today! n' tmr, 32! 4 yrs here n' it STILL completely amaze me how it can be a cold 16 degrees yesterday and a sizzling 30 today. i know. i know. shuddup bout e' weather already! right. urm. uhhhhhmm.
*thinkingwhattoblog* think think think think think think think
oh! revelation. nono. more like erms. update:: silly really. i juz find it typically-over-analytical-me*worth bloggin. u see, i sometimes kinda erm..get dysfuntionally not right up there (sometimes??) n' like. urm.. purposely make myself sad?! like.. i'll play like super sad songs n' like make myself like cry? ridiculously stupid. i'd steered clear of like the massive testi i wrote for him last yr. but. i finally like. .. i read it earlier. so. ermmss..
guess what? guess what? erm. yeah. it still kinda hurts.
not like the massive punch-in-the-guts like erm. last time.. just a teeny weeny pain. maybe like a pinch? but im ok. never better. many a times i think and think: if given a chance, would i do anything differently (like erm. maybe not say yes?). errmmmmmmmmmssssssssss...
urm. i actually have no ans. its sometimes a yes. other times a no. happily - lately, its more yes. i've EMBRACED e' fact tt it HAD TO happen. it made me the-who I AM today! n' in my more-optimistic moments, i am v.much glad i am me =)
yeah yeah yeah. time wounds all heals? oh. nono. i mean.. uhm. time heals all wounds =)
oh-oh! mix101.1fm playin tis really really old song tt channel5 used to play after DOL in time for me to get ready for sch. i like! those days. ma just started working n' i babysat ika before goin to sch. i would pleate like.. ponytails for ika. and she'd look oh-so-adorable! and and.. errm. well, i'd sing along to tis' song in front of ma's massive mirror w' the hairbrush. ika wld jump on ma's bed. i never knew the tittle or who by.
im in uni. MEANT TO be doin my essay. well. this entry turned out sufficiently long. so much for -not-having-anything-to-blog- HA. =/
