time: 8:24am
music: more to life - staccie oricco
mood:
-peace-
[there's gotta be] more to life. n' that time ...
u know. that time? THAT* {pointing dwn mem lane} time!,
early this yr,
when i let go.
when i stopped over-thinking,
when i went out!! {{i know! omg!}}
when i stepped into a club! the FIRST time ever!!
when my hair was sprayed red {closest i came to dyeing}
n' e'thing was red, so it felt like national day instead of the opening act for mtv asia awards 2004.
n' i got on with nic n' some ppl [i forgot their names.woops*sowie!] from nyp like we were long lost friends! we started jumping arnd squealing -hyper-fied-!
n' i was in the "are you hot?!" contest! IN NYP! -idontevenknowhowtthappened?!-
n' diyar thought i was going to steal his friends from him!
oh oh. i think i ever remember the date! 13.02.04 eve of valentine's. baby pink shirt n' striped blue/white pants. unfortunately, being self-absorbed such as i, i totally forgot what my date-for-the-day was wearing! wassit even a date huh D? [psst.. i dont think we ever got to the bottom of tt debate].
staccie orrico performed this song. acoustic n' live n' she's good.
n' there was this unknown* US black singer. loved his song BUT i dont know his name nor the tittle of the song!! so i never heard it again. but it was amazing!
the BLUE bunch, cheesy BUT gorgeous nonetheless. =)
****
im going to indulge in a totally uncool thing called post-exam paranoia.
YOU WERE WARNED!
thirty six multiple choice qns! THAT WAS IT!??
----{{{la-dee-da-dee-dummmm}}---
could tell, when i entered the exam hall that noone knew what they were doing.
could tell, when i entered the exam hall that noone really knew what to study.
i mean C'MON! we're trainning to be psychs here! NOT philosophers!?
"u prepared man?"
i dont understand what the blardy f* tt dead dude was talkin about"
"shit. n' im sitting next to you!? mann. they're gona get answer sheets with 'i-dont-know-the-answer' fm u, n' an 'i-dont-know-the-answer-TOO' from me.
*n' i said: u know tt urban legend tt asians study more? not true. i.e.- me.
day-mned (with the exaggerated 'y' sound in their "damn") they said.
well, gdluck anyhows.
yeah. gdluck. gdluck.
so tt was it. i was seated next to a bunch of comedians i recognised from one of my labs.
which kinda consoled me.
n' when the invigilators started handing out the qn papers. we surrendered ourselves. TO FATE.
10minutes reading time n' the papers shuffling.
HUH?!+~THIRTY SIX ONLY!?! wth* as 10 others within my 2m radius, PLUS myself flip to the front of the qn paper to check if we got the right exam paper. psy3062. right..
i cld've sworn, i thot cameras were gona jump on us n' say "gotcha!" -- but no-no. none of tt.
whilst others bore identical look of amazement, as mine prolly was.
the intellectual [presumably more prepared] other half carried on with their work
DUH?!-{maybe coz they knew it was only 36 mcqs from an exam layout sheet available online WHICH of course i didnt know about n' ONLY found out after e' paper}- helpful u reckon?
chey. n' there i was shittin myself thinking -oh-screw-it im gona fail a massive paper; as w' every other psych exam paper, n' never ever ever graduate ever n' my parents are gona disown me finally after realising im a waste of investment. then what am i gona do? hur ?! hur ?! .
but is this... OH MY GOD? is this a possiblity i could pass!?? funny but i think it might just be! hurrah*
turns out, it was more of a memory game. wittgenstein said what? rationalism. relativism n' other -ism crap believe in... n' heaps tonnes of defs. thank god i did sociology before.=/
so.
aside from being drenched through when i got home b'coz i got caught in the rain
the fact that i hv a massive exam [again] tmr
AND tt i have not started with my revision,
everything is as it should. yuuup!
and to top it off,
it is even a sunny day today.
PERFEKT. JUST perfekt.
