subject: my grand father {the one who left us}
time: 1:03pm
music: greatest story ever told - oliver james
mood: rushed.

our yesterdays
they are not old
no, yesterday just isn't as old anymore.
yesterday is the tomorrow we'll choke to endure.
for that's when we thirst for more.
n' they. they! have our depression on play.
same actors. same stage. same words we shall say.

u know. u were right all along.
u were right with all, but one wrong
wrong before. because i dont forget you.
with u, forgetting is just an impossible thing to do.
pls. dont let me know ur there still listening
cos i really really wld only try n' listen back,
i'd only reach out to ur memory u've conveniently left lingering
for in my memory you are tt silhouette in black.
pls. don't let me know if you were leaving
because i'll only try n' follow you there,
fragmented memories only you can bring.
for, you're the only shadow that this heart still bears.
i cant tell you where it hurts
i was too young to remember to bother to care.
but i'll tell u. were the one to leave. oh yes. the first.
its ok. i understand. yes we do.
because we know it wasnt really u.
it wasnt u who left her.
it wasnt u who ... forgot to love us.