time: 12:08pm
music: isnt it strange - samantha mumba.
mood:
lov-Ed.
i like these pink walls!
can i have them in my rm? puhh-leeaasssee?!
***
i am waiting for an epiphany, still .
a half hour walk. basking in the sunlight.
suddenly, everything seemed alright with the world again, in that moment
(for them):
i've crossed you so many times
n' u've done me the same
we've fallen down, on our own
until we found each other
now, we shall meet again.
n' nothing will matter then
time will be rewritten
lines erased from our palms
maybe even scars will disappear
it will be as though
we just shook hands
to say our first hellos.
in retrospect, everything seems better. falling can be a bitch i can tell you that, but having people to get you back on your feet and genuinely caring, it just gives a good sense of hope. that people aren't all selfish creatures. (i do not deny that i am one at times). so this i realised on my dreamy hue walk home last evening on the phone with ling-a-ling (whom i mishhh). how did the last, seeming long and painful year fly by so quickly? also, how did the gang become so fragmented? though its of no use now, i apologise if i played a role in it. maybe i shld have been there-there. it was happier/easier then, this i thought as i berated myself with, why why why, didint i never saw, never appreciate the times that we all had together. one day, i would very much like to catch up with the gang again, just to see how it's going with everyone. just to see, if we could get along again. we could have win-kin's infamous BELL-bread (a.k.a roti john; the meat wldnt stick on the bread!), play need for speed n' sream at ea other while playin winning-11 on the PS2, dissect the grp into manutd vs. liverpool fans, watch a dodgy scary movie and cook together.
i promise i'll be there. i wont be distant. i wont be cold. i wont be anything, but there*
but till then,
i miss u ling-a-ling-a-ling!
i miss u jeanie-baby(liu)!
i miss u abang wiwin!
i miss u razie-raz(abg atan)!
i miss u umar!
i miss u (adik)farid!
i miss u sham(b.z.)!
the reason is youyouyouyouyouyouyou!!!=)
