time: 8:48pm
music: lean back - fat joe feat lil jon
mood: a-o-kay!
last night was wrecked with tears and over-sensitivity, too much melodrama for a whole yr of absence. i must remind myself that librans are oversensitive romantists and that i shld not make that an excuse to hold my self-sympathise propagandas against myself. i woke up in the middle of the night with my earphones tangled around and around my neck. its tomorrow. so i wrote this just for you:
t'was tree-lined streets of falling leaves.
painted in pink of orange warmth.
through clarity of spring's hazel mist
you were a sunny day after a storm
but now its like drowning even just thinking.
its like floating while i am still falling.
its like i hate how i hate loving.
n' yet i love how i hate hating ?
its like a deep tunnel closing in
on every little minute sound.
i am but now only a claustrophobic masterpiece
forever and ever just waiting to be found.
obsession of the heart, obsession of the mind
of the star who truly never care,
cos' i may think you were here
but really you were never ever there.
still, blind.
i made u my sun and n' all her glorious stars
all spinning upon an axle oh-so-very fast
u were the earth i once stood upon
the gravity that kept me
nailed to the ground i stand on
i made u my world now fractured so broken.
i was, but just a girl in days i am sure
you have conveniently forgotten.
well, anywhoots, have a happy birthday ok ?
i sincerely hope you have a gd life.
>>>
the mama took an urgent leave for ika's parents-teachers' conference. so i revisited qihua primary. its become so much cooler than it used to. they have a multi media resource library! ika was whinning about her "strict" higher-MT cikgu. so i became smug and told her, noone is as strict as cikgu esah was! we had to bring our kamus EVERY single day! she was and still is one of my fav teachers tho...
i have officially become ling's homebased music bitch; all those talks about our NextBlue days have suddenly turned us back in into the hippetyhoppety chicas. u know the deal.. ..lil jon. the yingyangtwins. ciara. missy. sean paul.
chatted with sham and umar last night and they reminded me of the ferris wheels, rollercoaster rides and fireworks display at the annual MUMBA festival and the easter cup soccer tournament the guys are trainning for now.
yes ppl, last yr at this time, we all met for the very very first time.
MUMBA festival 2004
the first time i met sham, adek and umar, ever!
of course, being typically umar, he stayed at adek's apartment (then COLLEGE HOUSE) to play PS2 rather than brave the cold.
the original four besties at last yr's easter cup soccer tournament.
sigh* i .. miss .. melbourne.
Peace out.... A-town
-gdnights!, kin.
