subject: my first day at work.
time: 10:10AM
music: ---silence
mood: zoned out.
at work. net access. yay* type out emails for boss. fax stuff. easy peezy. the difficult is yet to come i suppose.
almost cldnt wake up this morning. 5:50 became a 6:23 when i FINALLY FINALLY got up. annoyingly, the bathroom lights had to blow, my white blouse HAD to be dirty, i felt fat ! n' i HAD to brilliantly choose to wear the same pair of heels tt got my feet lookin like a monster from planet ogibxzyqceub the last time. right. so i wasnt my usual morning person self this morning as i trudged onto the 4th floor trying my ultimate best to look all composed amidst the fuming n' the sweating. i was early. nono. he was late. by 20mins. so i waited in the sweltering hot corridor nonchalantly tryin my best to look busy with my (newly activated!!) hp, composed n' ready to take on the world! ooh. but now, im tempted to ask my boss for a break so i can go down and buy a cuppa. 80cents man! for the kopi tarik. oohh. nice =)
wasnt too pleased with the travelling. nono. not the train ride bits. i actually enjoy train rides. yes. even if i have to stand up the entire wdls-to-cityhall-to-lavender. i s'pose i like the whole 'zoning out with music blasting at maximum vol with no care for what the guy opp u have to think about ur taste in music'. i've digressed. but anywhoots, i didnt enjoy much; or actually, AT ALL, having to walk fm lavender mrt stn; past the truckloads of sleazy immigrant workers n' all those dodgy one-night-stand hotels n' leering men with their faces painted w' disgusting "all-knowing" smirks hovering outside. eurgh!
ark. wtheck. mama says to take the bus next time. but u know i hate waiting n' bus rides make me sick. whinny? i know. but ok. remind me to check again the buses available at the bus stops in front. hopefully one goes straight to wdls regional tt isnt too long a ride. who am i kidding!? of cos its a long ride. its blardy north to the .. where's this..?? east?! tis' only my first day at work n' im full of complains. so kinnnn.. "so notty!" he would say. (i dont know why i suddenly thot of him. it would be lettin down my pride to admit this but i do miss him; companionship i suppose. like earlier this morning, when i was so frustrated at the stupid leering men and i wanted to talk to "someone" other than my mama? n' i cldnt get thru to her anyways, cos she was on the phone!). focus kin. focus!
is this going to be my life for the next yr? i think so?
he calls it.. a "courtship", between the employee and the employers; to, in layman's terms, "feel the flow" - whether i like this. and them whether they like me. correct me if i'm wrong but not many employers give a damn if their employees like their jobs or not. contracts n' signing will come in later. oh!n' the boss' partner, apparently was "raving over an hr about how fantastic i am". based on one interview? first impression? oohhh ..
so, on this count i find myself totally blessed.
"you're a knock out. whoever sees u, will fall in love with u", he said in the most untacky tone, as i blushed to my pink roots.
"but!, on the phone? to win the hearts of the customers ?
now, thats a completely different story"..
it'll do me gd i feel. this whole "trainning to be more vocal" more confident. say what needs to be said and be aggressive, BE BE AGGRESSIVE! NEED to be vocal. ADAMANT n' PERSUASIVE, or in dee's or ling's lingo - be a bitch, to be a sucessful career woman. else, i might just become a desperate housewife. hmm.. hot hot neighbbour? now, that.. i dont mind.
arh. merepek la. hehe.
im spewing pure nonsense cos i am already missing my idleness at home. i miss my mama; who's havin her term break at home. i miss my starworld, my mtv, my vcds and i miss gasp* 3-in-ones! but say, if i were home right now, i'd be sleeping, or gossing w' mama, or surfing my good for nothing laptop; which i believe has been taken over by mini trojans out for revenge. so no emailing, no friendster, no bloggin and def no pic uploading. sad la.
boss plays hindi songs in the office mann.. ok la. he looks just about finished talkin on the phone.
gotta look busy.
>>>>
time: 12pm
i just remembered. season two The OC starts tonight. yay* for ryan n' seth! *BIG SMILES* =)
ling, u still wanna show off, and pick me up in ur new ride? warning tho; i will be insanely jelous man. u? driving? who'd have tot we were the exact same dodging tram inspectors just 5mths ago aye? ok. another email to type up. this is fun!!!!!!!!
time: 1:42pm
music: wired - oag.
lunch was spent with the best traditional nyonya kopi ever at the cost if eighty cents and me gabbing away with the dearest mama about the whole la-di-da job. now, boss is away at lunch and i'm manning the whole office, by myself. i reckon its cos it is my first day that he's in office. otherwise, manymany days will be spent in the solitude of this office. which, cld be a bad thing - cos i'll eventually forget how i sound like. timing is flexible but i'm one to go by rules. so, after much compromising, its a 9-5 for me. =)
close my eyes. i close my world
live a dream so fake, so real
i see rainbows. colours. so many colours.
abundance. happy. flowers.
green pastures in your eyes
twirling skirts of daytime
glitter jewels as cold as ice
the once upon tomorrow when
you'll be mine.
so we tango along time till we meet.
while time dances us to the milky way n' beyond.
skip around the cosmic stars. play hide n' seek.
n' we'll meet in venus.
i'll be your aphrodite n' u shalt be my king
n' venus i'll hold your heart
where we'll live forever and ever.
where we'll love forever n' ever....
jz some lunch hr musings.
time is 4:56pm. im meant to be lookin for properties. skim classifieds n learning much about all the ladida transactions involved. coolios. gona get off work soon. rainning n' ive called papa to fetch me. tsk* brat.
so of cos,
this has been the first day of kin, the brat n' her with her traditional bloggin =/
toodles wervies!
