Thursday, May 05, 2005

subject: hypocrite.
time: 10:28pm
music: true - ryan cabrera
mood: ---

lies to resize, truths to magnify. and what of your face? it's what i'll remember when you're gone. fluid; i am fluent in foolery. myself. only on me, myself. court adjourn; i suspend judgment. there is a lack of substantial grounds for either affirmation or denial. the things i have said, the ways i have been, the way that i am. they all sound so simple. but really, everything and everything is complicated. i am but only a fraud. a hypocrite. i lie and cheat and cheat and i am cheat(-ed) on. but if i could take it all back. starting now, starting forever. if i could only line the stars along your lips, i could give you ten wrongs for every one of my right. i will rob the last stillness in the morning sunrise/ the evening sunset, and place it in your eyes. i will be. be your little amnesiac; the most beautiful little forgetful in all the land; where i'll feed you tales of my better days. all those dreams we'd make, stars we'd hang up high, would never fade. pretty sundrip sky minus my screams. pretty rainbows with no pots of gold. so i stole the breeze before i left and my heart is a stand-still. this castle of dreams frozen in time.

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