Saturday, November 19, 2005

subject: link between two.
time: 1:46am
music: closest thing to crazy - katie melua
mood: loved.

i get lost inside my mind sometimes. it is hard to find the way out, that much i can tell you. there are so many strange paths of thoughts that do not really lead anywhere, and others evidently not finished yet. then, there are the others tt winds hither and thither, up and down, in spirals and loops, in the great maze that my mind is. if not for life; which happens quite frequently, it is quite nice to escape the reality and delve into the inner self sometimes. of late, i've become more n' more the master at being able to differentiate the lines; between life n' surreality. i do not want to become a slave of dreams, imaginations and surreality. funny how the mind works. this complex thing that either makes or breaks us.

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i dont know if its such a good idea republishing my archives; coz it's honestly a wee bit unnerving to reincarnate days of yesteryears. arkh. i might just take it off soon enough. but, all's else, work today went by a breeze. something of a friday syndrome i reckon. and, other than the one hour of msn-like email banters between yana and i (ooh! but we're just civil servants!), the rest of the day whizzed past sufficiently quickly. so that, laterwards, this evening's ikea with the-everstar was a different flavour; for us both. ahuh. yarrr. so very-exciting. personally, my all-time favourite section would probably be the children's.. although, i must say, today's highLIGHT (and no pun intended here), would have to be the LIGHTing section. the 36 arms lamp maynnn.. .. COOL shitte. i had good fun =] =] =]

folks are away and i'm home alone on a friday night; which is turning out to be quite a liberating experience - taking it all in stride. aside from sucessfully messing haikal's rm, i just spent an entire hour configuring our new scanner/ fax machine/ printer only to find out i was missing a USB cable deyyy... *dhoh* all i had to do was NOT skip the first page (on which clearly states in BOLD: "Please purchase an appropriate USB 2.0 interface cable"). kiny, you are such a genius, it hurts. hur.

yes. thankiewverymuch.

i give up.
i'm going to sleep. gdnight world.