subject: make it worth your while.
time: 9:14am
music: once in a while - dishwalla
mood: sleepy.

is it worth it? you would say i ask too many questions and give too few satisfactory answers. you would say i am trying too hard to convince; that these hypotheses are irrational. i would believe you and the next day open empty boxes and pen these cognitions, in hopes that i will replace question marks with full stops but still - you would say i am trying too hard to convince.

the truth is, we are all looking for someone to convince so it wouldn't seem like we are the only ones who believe in what we believe. i know i am.