subject: say wharr ...
time: 4:11pm
music: somewhere over the rainbow - israel kamakawiwo'ole
mood: happy

everybody's breakup story

the dread in voices become more pronounced as did the black seas and pools of meaninglessness that hollows itself out within our irises. when silences grow longer and that four-dimensional reality of what was once love grows into fatigue. we crawl to become smaller than atoms and wake up one grey morning fallen out of love just as passionately as we had fallen into it. of course the reasons would be flimsy. unconvincing even; because there is no need for reasons when our minds refuse to remember turths. yet, don't we always want more? more than hers and hims and what we have; more than promises and chreographed compromises. we want anything that exist outside our worlds. anything and everything that sings and dances with pretty-possibilities. when we love, we teach each other the art of desiring all the junk in the world; all and everything, but each other.

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hello my starlightshiners!!
i had an euber deliyummycious weekend. one that was spent with beautiful happy people on rampages to steal the world's fund of fun =] =] =] i also received a delightful 'surprise' from the newlyweds (heh!), and shared a choc-revolved-flavoured bowl of ben&jerrys that was topped with caramel toppings with the beloved everstar. i hope everyone had a great wkend too!
love, kinstar