subject: themes
time: 11:56am
music: smoke - natalie imbruglia
mood: awake!

on the road to self-discovery: somwhere along the way, i became aware of the tangibles in me that were changing, everything that i have always hated about myself that i know now remains unabashed. through the corridors in my head, apparitions kept arriving, as clear as i can see, so bright, full of movement and definition, and out (the doors are open!), finally out! i began to understand the magnitude of self-reliance and acceptance (as opposed to denial!), and the conception that, aside for yourself, noone will and can ever truly accutely understand, ever completely be sincere in listening or ever really live your life save for yourself! and if for the longest time i have yearned for balance, some impulsive act of vengeance, i realise now, what it was that was out of my grasp and what i no longer needed. because it was then, and it is now, that i have always known more than you could have ever thought.