Cupid's Deadlock

*~ Hello. I am going to be a girly-girl and admit this: I would still like a crazy kind of love, something that will wake me up and sweep me off my feet; stumble and fall and bruise bloodily. I want to still be romanced with flowers and dinner dates again. Wait anxiously for phone-calls, text seconds after saying goodbye, feel madly alive again. I still want something resembling first love, the kind of relationship I had with my first computer at eight. I never wanted to say goodbye and when I do, I want to never forget about the last few moments. I want to fall into some kiddish romance novel, into teenage love over and over and over again. Please don't let it be over for me. I want everything and the world and I want it now.