~* goodmorning sunshines and rainbows*~
::: An overload of caffeine and sappy lulls - what a way to start a beyootifoOl sunday morning! =) nostalgia accompanied my awakening and i remember times of once upon a time ago when feet were propped up on the walls and i was hanging by the phone as it sucked the life out of me. oh. how the years have passed. and to be the she i've become. hah.
::: eat in a tree? - yesh. last night we did. literally. ma got a call from nyai yah asking if we want to go JB [again] to have dinner. i was reluctant to leave my HUM TUM. but i did anyways - being the gd daughter and all. winkz* ruzi, roy [her bf] and nyai yah picked us up and we were off. got lost in JB for a while. trademark location to look out for: a pusara [graveyard]. haha! good one! we reached the place with much predicament. oOh! SITI NURHALIZA was there! kewl aye? but no. we didnt see her coz she was in the upstairs wing of the restaurant. overall. t'was alright. we went to GIANT afterwards but it was closing. phew! [didnt have to dally in there] hahaha. i fell aslp in the car after that. so i dont know what happened next. reached home at about 11 going on 12, and watched the ending of "the eye". showered and went to bed afterwards.
::: scary stuff: ma's starting to talk to me about marriage! showed me some wedding costumes, locations and display lay-outs. planning for my [not happening that soon] wedding. i dont even have a guy to marry to! damn. last night, met ruzi and her bf. damn. she ain't as fun as before. somehow, she's become so serious! not the crazy ruzi i grew up with. her bf's 26. so, i give her 3 yrs and she'll be married. prolly with a kid on the way too! haha! scary stuff aye? she's only a year older than me! and.. my tutor, rollerblade partner, swensons treat-er; kak surya is getting married too! this sept. i am apalled at the incorrigible nature of this situation!!! so, yest, i railed at ma about how ridiculous it is and this what she said: 'your age is the best to get married'. then, i shut up. hahaha. yeah. comical aye? NOT! it's scareeeee... i havent done so many things! - i havent even gotten my degree. my PR so i can sponsor kal and ika's education! i havent established a temporary career to save up for my post-grad degrees! and then my post grad takes 4-5yrs! that is if i pass e'thing! and and.. i dont even know if sg will have the market for psychology. erghhh*
::: i decided that i am going to pursue either organisational or child psychology. perhaps, work in businesses [office] or in the 'special' children's ward in hospitals or in schools. see. i've got such a looooong way! marriage? OUT OF THE QUESTION! sighz* i never thought this day will come - when ppl in my generation - starts getting married. 5 yrs ago, i was in a school uniform not looking beyond the O'levels. in 5 yrs time, who knows i might be married with one kid!!!!!! sheesh!* ewww...
::: so today. we have a wedding to attend. ma's colleagues's son. can't wait. coz i get to wear baju melayu! yesssss! hehe. i miss being melayu. and the food. yumz* =) ok. nothing else to update. ma's showing me jewellery so my "husband" can buy for me. kin makes a grossed-out face* me gona watch HUM TUM again - the story line is true: a boy and a girl can NEVER just be friends. well, not close friends anywayz. *the problem with 'us' is, the 'me' is incomplete without the 'he'*
::: streamin' the waves:
