giving it all away.

can i postphone my birthday? maybe to a later date? im too sick. too depressed. too self-pity-ish. too uninspired. too sad. too melancholy. too much into a reminsce-mode, too lonely, too without the family, too alone; to have a fun day tmr. its 2hrs to hitting the big two oh. n' i have the massive-est headache, the marathon-running nose, n' the sizzling-hot fever. OH! dan n' i went to crown to catch princess diaries 2 [for me, again] since i have that buy-one-get-one free ticket. BUT. silly me. didnt check tt e' tic is not valid on thursdays. so, we thot we'd watch 'the terminal' but by then we had walked halfway back to the train stn n' were just too uninspired. didnt i say it is turning out to be quite the sucky bday? "maybe its all in da mind?" [quoted by D]. just maybe. or maybe it will get better?

i wish i may i wish i might
on an invisible star tonight
that by 12am later,
my luck will evolve to get better.