catch me if i should fall. even more so while im standing tall .

dont u just despise the way your lecturer rants on n' on n' on, in the last lecture ever; the revision one, how "they" are not out to get you?! almost to say, the way they engineer exam qns endow us helpless students a cinch; a sure deal - we'd ace it?! ergh!* really. i am suspicious of the academy-of-teaching; are teachers trained to give tt speech??

in the recurrance of the-now i'd just like to make it beknown to all that i HATE despise LOATHE detest ABHOR research methods. ESPECIALLY the statistics element of it. like. who'd have thought psychology would be maths right? i sure didnt?! then again, i s'pose i'd have gone ahead n' defy my debility in fathoming analyes n' the subsequent deciphering entailed in research methods. i've aspired to be a shrink since i was 14? n' for me, the fact tt i got here, this far, is a pretty titanous step towards committing to something. much less an ambition - not my customary run-away-from-problems disposition. cursed i tell yer!

cant help feelin this way again; tt, im living a jargon of hypocrisy. a fraud amidst quirky; to e' pt of annoyance, individuals. i can easily say, hands down, im possibly MOST DEFINITELY the most clueless student. n' now, the eve of the exam, i'd be waged on as "most-likely-to-fail".

im panicking here bloggie. losing my sense of humour fast. e'ry 2 seconds, i have to remind myself there's still hope. until 4pm tmr, i STILL have a chance of acing this subj. here's the glitch: i have to score credits to be given an opportunity of the post grad program. =/ help! someone? pls?? perhaps just a teeny weeny bit of reassurance??? perhaps?