time: 7:10pm
music: maybe i'm amazed - jem
mood: my eyes sting like siow.
It's
supposed
to ...be...
read
like
a lyric.
I
want
to
have
nothing
to
do
with
heartbreaks
death
and politics.
thankiewverymuch.
On the life issues, she has these to say:
"I realised a few moments ago, had I still been in Melbourne, it would have been 10 going into 11 = late night. How funny. ladidadida n' all the yadadadas. I miss Melbourne dearly. even the cold. and especially the stars. oh the stars! the s*t*a*r*s* by the yarra river with the KL-squared-chicas (and our swans).
Dearest, Miss Falalalala*, have u booked your ticket yet???
Kapow! And the day is an engine
in constant speed, constant motion and the seconds reeled slowly, frame by frame like on a film recorder and every moment I made movement felt like an automated gesture to imitate life.
Shhh!!!
Stand still n' listen...
Try it!
It's absurd.
I can't remember them - whatever I said or did those few hours ago. Someone else must have been reciting my lines out loud to my face and there is no point reminding me because all it resembles now is deja vu, you know, the mundane you dismiss on ordinary days and on days when you feel the need to get paranoid, dwell and analyze every minute detail you can bring yourself to remember, in search for some greater truth, some hidden message that you think may satisfy the desire for a life-changing experience because you are just so (bored/) boring right now, you don't even know the date today.
What is the date today?
2nd Feb, the oh-five.
Oh. should u be reading this,
happy 21st birthday tommy-boy.
may your-ohh-five:
[x] be the yr u get my birth date right,
[x] filled w' kick ass career opportunities,
[x] continued butterflies-in-tummy-love stars with myn,
[x] losing ur phobia of driving (so u can be my chauffeur when i drop by JB),
[x] be the yr we meet more than twice
[x] n' ALL the bestest BEST things in the world
- only for one of my bestest friend thomas chen tuck hon!.
*p/s: i'll will always rem the nights we gossed bout the hot n' not so hot significants in wdlss, the annoying way u pick on my hot pink underthings and the random picked movies we watched which sucked so hard we spent 1/2hr post movie laughin in ridicule till we were red in the face...happy birthday best friend."
you're welcome.
**
on other random matters; kin has decided she misses her psych textbooks she used to throw amidst her frustration. she also realises she SHOULD start revising for her exam which is in 2wks. and this song playing on her blog; she wants a group hug and group sing... come on! altogether nowww....
*in screechy voices*
".......i'll beeeeeee youuuurrr crryyyiinggg shoullldderr-herrrr.. i'll be love suiciiiehhddd.. i'll beeee.. better whennn i'm older-her.."
ok i shall desist.
love,
adorable -me. ;-)
