subject: ji g s a w puz z le h ea rt. . . (random.)
time: 2:04pm
music: hopeless love - daphne loves derby
mood: annoyed.
when it feels like a movie
you bleed just to know you're alive
eye
will try another (soon).
promise.
never learn
from falling
this is different
tell myself.
doubt
will ever be the
same
play
the same tune
the same song
the same
breathtaking
smile
feeling
unknown
still
it's there
you tell me that i'm
beautiful
don't die while
tearing down the wall
look up!
watch for
falling rocks
and watch for
pieces of me
falling.
eye
am not ready
am sick of repetition
am sick of
lines describing love
am of sick obsession
obsession's overrated
I'm sick of
searching for
words to describe
your eyes
so i'll just shut mine
avoidance
can cure
anything
doubt
but like everything
it's worth a try
i'm sick of lines
full of this
when this
is nothing
eye
am sick of
realizations
realizing everything
i say
i do
i hope
i fear
i want
i wish
is wrong
no need for
your push
i will jump
no need for
your help
i will just lie
as this goes
for it will never
come true
trip and
don't stop to
catch me
walk by
be there
already
stop
don't stop
i understand
you walk away
go away
but I won't lie
if you ask
but I won't tell
my secrets
because the truth
can hurt
can scar
can scare
the truth convicts
lies
making completely
useless
the struggle to get
this far
stir it all up
with doubt
and you get
this
me avoiding
you
me avoiding
the obvious
and unable
to believe
doubt
amazement
never watch
my eyes
monitor
for betrayal
doubt
sick of lines
full of this
when this
is nothing
