subject: facade
time: 9:56am
music: kryptonite - guy sebastian
mood: idle.
i am actually extremely happy with my life right now. so, disregard last night's impromptu (sad) entry for its motivators; sleep deprivation n' lethargy unduly induces self pity and pathetic-iality (-ness??).
ok. so read this instead:
i laughed and giggled and smiled to myself the entire day yesterday. wherther's original sugar high-ness lasted till maybe 7-ish? visiting superdiyar was fun nonetheless. pixes galore, tummy cramps from laughin at his stupidity that got him warded and immobile, heaps of comics and toys and lollies and a g-string? riiighhtt.. nice one girls! heh. i have to reinstate my presence at home. i realise i havent been around. i have to be around. i'm the role model (??), i have to be around. i have to go home straight today. i have to go home straight today. no digression. no stops. home.
anywayyyysss, i am happy and totally proud to announce that, as of yesterday, i am an official monash university degree holder. bachelor of arts; psychology major. gasp* you'd think after 20, going on 21 yrs living as me, i can STILL amaze myself. i survived 14 (NOT 12 as required!) psych-killer units. i survived the retarded-statistics and bio and physics and chemistry and the neurons-firing "stuff", despite my very obvious arty-farty self. so yes, i am definitely going back to melbourne (yay*) in dec for my convocation. words out; its pink ribbon-ed robe (totally yay*!), graduation hat, meeting the dean (finally!) and graduating with the-bestie-ling-a-ling. 4 yrs together babes. we did it! Also, as of yesterday, i have been offered and have accepted a position as a research psych assistant at prisons headquarters. alotalot of things to settle. uni transcript have to be sent, faxed and processing takes wks. dream come true. heh.
also also! i have unconditional friends who will artifice my gullibility every chance possible BUT more importantly, care more than enough! and except for ocassional hiccups, i have a perrfect family. i can smile and laugh. i am happy. life is pretty.
i miss my papa.
