*White Oleander - "the beautiful poison"

 
*dear bloggie (???)

im deprieved of affection and hence my longing to address someone with much adoration. bleurgh* today was spent re-kindling old memories and feelings, re-instating my presence in ozzy and re-uniting myself with my peepz. hung out in the city with abang - paid bills, paid my fees. oh oh. i went to caulfield. i miss sch. i think. shooters* i have sch tomorrow tho. i just like... it (??). bumped into sheryl. -oh.my.gawd- 

so we walked around e' city - at crown, and the yarra.. ling and i took pics of ourselves. we took turns. hahaha! yeah.. things we do when we're bored. the international student life. saddening thrill - temporary high - had nandos. went safeway. now at ling's for the night.

i miss my mama and i miss my papa and my lil adiks. hmmmm* ma called when i was at starbucks. me mish herrrrrr.... :(

i have realised it gets lonely here. it really does! maybe i'm just 'over' the whole freedom & such.  believe it or not; ling and i were actually just talking about this. we kinda miss having curfews. it's like we want freedom and yet at the same time want to have someone nagging about being out late??? haha. yeah. why the question mark? coz it's a really bizzare concept i've yet to fully analyse. hmmm??

ok. imma watch "newlyweds" now. can u believe ling tapes this crap! hahaha. jess simpson - our bimbo guru! =)  bubye peepz! love y'all!